WHAT THE HELL, WHY DON'T WE HAVE THAT HERE?!
Fuck it, I'll make my own Nutella snack & drink.

If I can see the stars in your eyes,

then your soul must be a miracle.

Sent from the skies, no lie, I try.

It's more than physical.

Connected to the mind,

our love is spiritual.

If love is a mix, combine them all.

We are chemical.

For future reference:

"I don't get inspired often. But when I do, I grasped it, hold onto it like it's my only source of life. I didn't believe in horoscopes until recently but I'm still afraid of its accuracy so I never read mine. I'm still a kid at heart, I let my imagination run wild & I let myself zone out completely. I'm 19, & I feel really old. My skin color changes with the seasons. I have all these epic plans for myself as I grow older & I want at least do one successfully. I'm a lazy bastard & that's not good if I want to write for a living. & I would LOVE to live in Pandora with the Omaticaya Clan."

Via xxlingthekunoichi MySpace.

Favorite part.

For a week, I came up with my own Expectations/Reality scenarios.

Who needs the male species when I have Risa Ly.

Oh my. I've neglected Naruto.

REALLY? WELL, OKAY THEN. FUCK YOU.

Totally kidding.

But..

I just don't like liars,even though I lie a lot. & I hate hypocrites so I must hate myself the most. WOO!

& I also don't like people who come up with petty excuses.

Just be straight up, if you don't wanna do a certain thing TELL ME THE REAL REASON WHY.

Idiot. Pussy.

Okay,

alright.

It's Christmas. & I'm unnecessarily upset. Why?

Why did it faze me so much?

Is it why I think it is?

There is something about Avatar that just enchants me. I love it. I don't think I will ever get tired of it. I pay such close attention to the movie that I memorize some lines already after only seeing it twice. This may be a first. I love it. Pandora..the colors, the lights, the natives. I've never wished for something that doesn't exist to exist so much. Disneyland doesn't even compare haha, true story though. Although it just may be the closest thing?.. NAH.

So I'm chillin' on the toilet earlier when I hear a knock on the door. Slightly irritated, I say, "What?"

My sister answers, "I need pad." Like really? OCCUPADO, FOOL. It's locked, the light is on, you can hear the vent. So obviously I'M in there. So I say, "Well, I'm taking a shit." & I hear our bedroom door slam.

Nice.

Alright, first things first, I would just like to say that I HAVEN'T FELT THIS WAY ABOUT A MOVIE SINCE House of Flying Daggers, Lord of The Rings & Casshern.

Oh my gosh, in all honesty, this movie just inspired every core of my body to write a fictional story in the fantasy genre again. I've written one fantasy story, & I've created my own races in it with inspiration obtained from Lord of The Rings. And damn, I feel so alive right now. That movie interested me just a tad & I did NOT expect to fall in LOVE with it. & I really like how the romance was tangibly raw in it. Me likey my mushy lovey dovey shit. :)

I want to learn the Na'vi language. I feel like my brother right now because he actually sat down & learned how to write Elvish because of Lord of The Rings.

Dude. I am going to dream about Pandora, the Na'vi, & Jake Sully's avatar tonight, haha ! Sam Worthington is so fucking delicious. Haha, funny how I first saw him in Sundance. The movie Somersault with Abbie Cornish last winter. I was like "Daaaaym, who is this good-looking fella?" Because I thought he looked like Norman Reedus(Murphy from Boondock Saints).
This movie is so immensely epic in so many ways, & it's so fucking awesome in every shape & form that.. I am just so in love with the movie, the story, the imagination, the cast(might I add, Zoe Saldana's performance is perfection), & just everything about it. James Cameron never ceases to amaze me. He is to me as Beethoven is to pianists, LOL !

But I am pretty tired.

I just wanted to stay up a little bit longer to write about/share my experience with this movie.

This movie is much, much recommended my friends. Go watch it. No, seriously. Watch it. Now.

& Yes I may be becoming borderline crazy for this movie...

"As much as I don't like how I play it safe now, you can't really blame me. For the past five years, I've been givin' out second chances like candy & naively enough, I keep learning about betrayal the hard way. Fuck it though, at least now I know who I can trust & who won't ever leave my side. Haha, I know, stupid how I'm lamenting on my Myspace About Me, but it's okay, judge me all you want because you can go to hell ♥ "

Via xxlingthekunoichi Myspace About Me.

Just be patient. You'll be fine. You don't need people who judge you or take you for granted. In due time, you'll learn how to live your life without them in it.

This shit happens to me all the fucking time.

No, I haven't showered yet. That's my sweat. HAHAHAH.

2 & a half-hour work outs put me in such a good mood. Rawrarawrawrarwrrr.

Weird, I have broad ass shoulders.

Fuck.

obmikomonorsta (12:44:52 AM): my mom did that

obmikomonorsta (12:45:02 AM): *dog

obmikomonorsta (12:45:06 AM): WTF AHAHDHFSDFSADFHASHAA

obmikomonorsta (12:46:24 AM): my pug dog kanye used to that.

sanninkunoichi (12:46:42 AM): HAAHHAAHHAHAHAHHA

sanninkunoichi (12:46:44 AM): YOUR MOM!?!?

sanninkunoichi (12:46:48 AM): YOUR MOM DOES THAT?!!?

sanninkunoichi (12:46:50 AM): HHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHh

the yansterr (11:31:08 PM): WTF YOU CAN SING!?

the yansterr (11:31:11 PM): i never knew that!

Best reaction ever.

"There's too much anger in you."

Made me laugh, true though.

FUCK, you have no idea how fucking pissed off I am that IMEEM would fuck me over like without notifying the users. Like really? All my fucking playlists, dude. That was where I kept track of the songs I listened to since my iTunes, winAmp, or any music player I have on my laptop DON'T WORK. I had over fifteen playlists all consisting of different genres. FUCKFUCKFUCK. What a great way to ruin my fucking day IMEEM/MYSPACE. FUCK YOU. GOOD DAY.

Fuck. Hop off that sack, girl. If you've never heard of Girl Code, then you're just going to be constantly digging your own grave. You don't fuck with a homegirl's ex. Especially when you know for a fact that something is still there. Just don't fuck with it. I'm just shaking my head. On the real, that's so idiotic how you obnoxiously broadcast your attempts at flirting.

I'm just not with it.

I think it's super fucked up.

Fuck that.

It makes my day that one of my favorite artists takes the time to thank me when I tell him that his new shit is really good. (:

TALKIN' OOVOO WITH JANICE THI TRAN.

sanninkunoichi (6:48:58 PM): Okay.. uhm what is your user name ?

sanninkunoichi (6:48:59 PM): ROFL.

sanninkunoichi (6:49:09 PM): 'Cause I just searched Janice Tran & it said milf730

sanninkunoichi (6:49:10 PM): ROFL!!!

jnnnice (6:49:16 PM): HAHAHHHAHAHAH

jnnnice (6:49:19 PM): Thats me

I'm tellin' your brother.

LOLOLOLOLOOLLLLL

Justin Chansouk (10:16:10 PM): omg how do you make it so i cant copy and paste

It's a skill, my dude <3

I know I'm of the opposite gender but I agree with this 100 %.

"and girls wonder why...

there are so few good men in this world.. its bc when you females are faced with a good man, you have no fuckin idea how to accept them. you dont know what to do with a fuckin good man.. so you result to saying, “you’re too good to be true.” .. “i don’t deserve you.” .. that is exactly why there are very few good men in this world. you females drive them to fuckin insanity and the result is the jerk and asshole you females love to whine and bitch about."

- http://marvinking.tumblr.com/

It's funny how I read people's entries & I'd come across people writing lines from Garden State & I would know they're from Garden State, & I would know which scene & who said it.

I love that movie.

Who else does?

I want to meet someone who's seen it as much as I have, & talk about it with them.

I think I'm the only one with a blogspot now.

I always go on my friends' tumblr & read their entries.

I laugh every time.

I have funny friends.

I'm grateful for that.

I slept at 1 in the morning this morning, & I woke up at 5:41 AM. My sleep was quite turbulent. I wanna get out of my house but I have nowhere to go, haha. The disadvantages of a loser.

WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP.

IT'S THE FIRST OF THE MONTH.

Trying to cool my head with hip hop. Am I that angry tonight? Even Mos Def ain't helpin' me chill out. Fuck , I'm not tryna go crazy. I've gone so far tryin' to stay sane, ha. I just need sleep.

Sleep.

It's what I need.

And all I gotta do is keep tryin'