You don't give a shit.
None of you do.


Nothing's going right.

I wish, sometimes, I could just disappear.

I don't know why it hurt me so much.
But it did.
I can't even find it in my heart to forgive.
& that's never happened before.

My heart hurts. & I feel stark emptiness. Something is missing. But only this time I can pinpoint what it is, but I'm trying to maintain the only bit of sanity I have left that I'm willing to not admit to it.

Nobody's like you.

I can't do this by myself.
I can't go through life by myself.
I realize that now.

FUCK.


You fucking don't give a shit.
None of you do.