Where the fuck did the time go? It's already 2:19 AM. When did it get so late? Will it be like this all the time? Things change so fast, so sudden. I don't know when.. what, how, why. I don't know what my purpose is in this world. I've been fucked over one too many times siick, & I don't know why those people just wouldn't get the fuck out of my life. I don't know why I keep getting hurt like this, I don't know. I honestly don't. I don't know why it's also the people I trust so fully, so unconditionally, with my life. When will I get what I deserve? Will I even get what I deserve?

Try not to miss me when I'm gone.