No one can fall asleep that fast.
Unless,
they want to forget you exist,
or that they exist, if anything.
The affection & fervor is just all gone.
It's bland, dry, unfriendly.
& the manner of the responses you receive reminds you that this is all your fault.
All of it.
Everything.
That's why you're paying for it now.
Because you're the one that threw yourself into this fiasco.
You're the one that fucked up.
The payment?
Excruciating torture.
Your heart is experiencing burning spasms & you just want to rip it out.
You want to love,
but rejection is what you face.
You're sorry.
But you've put this upon yourself.
- nut up or shut up.
- Nineteen | Aspiring Writer Meant For General Fiction | Laments In A British Accent | Home-made Asian Food Fetishist | Avid Texter | Tortured Soul
1 comment:
In life you're gonna experience heartbreaks and feel like you can't let go of someone even after they let you go,but like I've said it takes time.And you'll find someone to mend your heart, maybe not not but in months or later.
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